Saturday, August 05, 2006
i wish someone would just take my hand and walk me off into the sunset now.
i don't want to live up to reality.
now, do you?
i'm still watching tv, using the net, rubbishing around, shopping, chilling, when i really shouldnt be. so i'm so stressed out over not being stressed.
i hope to awake from my dream.
i REALLY havent started studying. and i'm freakin out, but still not doing anything about it.
it's just so unjustified, my future.
what have you done for yourself?
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this game we play;
the barrier;
the fork in the road;
even the wind can't tell us where it's gonna blow,
nor the sun where it's gonna shine.
do we tell ourselves to take the next step,
or do we just stand there till the sun sets.
cold, alone;
you set the standard.
i love my family.
i do, no matter what i say.
seriously.
so i should do this for them if not for myself.
Thy sang her last verse at coffin 5:55 PM